The Real Me Is Truth and Love

MONEY YOU WANT TO EARN!

If you are a responsible adult who wasn't born with a gold spoon in your mouth then you've probably had to ask yourself this question: What will I do to earn a living? Truthfully speaking,I would love to make money without actually having to earn a living!    

Most jobs feel endless and boring, you waste countless hours at dead end tasks.   Bosses are bossy! They demand respect and  they harness your time using it to fulfill their own visions of success.  Day in and day out you do the same job, in an endlessly repetitive cycle.    Your time is not your own, you have to stick to schedule that you probably had no control over making.  Speaking of the word CONTROL that is exactly what a job takes away from you. (Those of us who are not self employed)

MONEY YOUR BOSS WANTS TO PAY!

But what can you do when you know you have to earn a living?  What choices do you really have when there a mouths to feed and bills to pay?  In my own experiences, there never seems to be much choice, earning a living is the only way to survive so having a job or even a career is definitely a top priority. 


You work so hard only to survive minimally; you are exhausted, you can't find the time to  improve yourself and make positive changes to your lifestyle.  You have a dream, something you want to do with your life but there is no guarantee that it will pay the bills so you keep on working at that same old job.  Maybe you are too scared to fail, so much so that you have crippled yourself, you are wallowing in stagnation; you have that 9-5 to fall back on so you let your personal dreams die.  You do not yet understand that success and failure walk hand in hand, a natural duality found in all aspects of life.  Each failure will become a part of your success story as they are the necessary bumps and falls a baby must take while learning to walk.

I understand that my fears of stepping out into the unknown and becoming my own boss has something to do with my mentality.  I don't like feeling like a failure, I love being right all the time, starting out from the bottom can be hard on the old ego etc. etc, but these are all meaningless excuses.  Still, these are the very reasons why I could remain a worker bee instead of becoming my own boss.

Can you ever truly feel satisfied?  Could you live contentedly with neither want nor desire for more than what you already have?  You know that wanting more than you have can make you unhappy and yet you can't help it, you burn with desire.

But did you ask yourself what exactly it would take to satisfy you completely?  What would it take for you to wake up one morning perfectly sated with all life has offered you?  If you wrote down everything you want out of life and got them all, then do you think you would be satisfied?

I find that feeling satisfied is not easy and so I'm always trying to figure out why I want so much!  I feel like I have been programmed, hardwired somehow, to always want more than I already have, even though deep down I know these things are unnecessary, I still want them.  Sometimes I find I only want something because of the way I expect it will make me feel when I have it.  So now that I've attached wanting to filling an emotional need, I must try to understand how I feel since feelings are not always known for being rational.  If the feeling isn't rational then its safe to conclude that the desire is unnecessary and I can remain satisfied with the status quo.

I'm not easily satisfied but I know that I was conditioned to be that way by the very society that raised me.  If you don't know what I'm talking about take a look at the billboard, brands, commercials, Internet or even your cell phone and you'll see what I'm talking about.  Advertisements are everywhere!